Hi , Dear beloved blog !

I in fact tired of living . right now im just think wanna be A.L.O.N.E . I dont need anyone in my life . please give a time , give me some space for my life . I wanna change my number phone too , but i was not strong for all this . I dont want to lose everyone i love ! hmm . Changing my phone number means leaving everyone who close to me . Ahh God ,, i cant do it :( since the end of this my life too fucking bad . Faez said this was a reward for me ? Nahh Fuckyou ! hello boy , kau kenapa macam nak menungkit je ? tak gentle lah kau . seriously aku benci doh laki kuat ungkit , tak gentle .

Allah , why did u vanished off my feeling toward him ? I feel nothing but lifeless now . I dont love him anymore . Not him , him , or any other boys ! :( ok i have to be honest . I HAVE TO ! right now i just wanna to focus on my big big huge examination , SPM next year . *jangan ingat tahun depan tu lama ok . pejam celik pejam celik dah SPM :) get ready guys. i need to improve my self ! aku nak masa depan aku cerah .